This · most · unwitting · occurrence

Blah. I'm bored. So Here's some old stuff I wrote:

I've become so
Disconnected
Obsessive
Infected
Regressive
Dismaying
Now I’m
Slowly decaying

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Pull my eyelids down over my face
How have I become so blind
I’m paralyzed with the thought of you
Everything's erratic
Everyone's dramatic
In this world of imitation

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Back to that devastating day is where I want to be
To take back the cowardly things I said
That no matter what I do, will always make home in my head
If I knew then
What I know now
I would have been on my knees crying
Asking how?
Stepping back
seeing all that you’ve left behind
Seeing everyone bleeding
Without thinking
I would trade your death for mine

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Awaken Love
Here I am
Beating myself against your door
A new day has dawned and I need you to help me find
My way home

Awaken Love
We all came to see you
With sinful grins to greet you
Come and shine your emptiness upon us
We’re waiting

Awaken Love
Cover our black hearts with thorns of deceit
We are anxious to pass them on to every person we meet
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Close your eyes and rest in sleep
Drift to dream and there you’ll keep
Once you close your eyes

Everything’s alright
Until you wake, I hold you tight